The Confession.

on Oct 22, 2010 , 01:23 pm
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My name is manoj .I am 24 years old.I was born in mandi, a small town in Himachal pradesh.My father was a teacher.I lost my
mother in my childhood and was brought up by my father only.I was never good in studies. I neither had big dreams nor I wanted
 to do something for anyone.I always missed my mother. My father was tough from outside ,so I always hesitated to express myself
in front of him.I always wanted someone.

In college I met sudha.I fell in love with her.We never became friends but started loving eah other.I shared every bit of my
life with her.Everything, like how I spent my childhood without mother, how I used to play alone with toys, how I was beaten from my father.She was like a tree under which I felt relaxed and protected from outside world.She was the world for me and I didn't wanted anything else.College was over and I was not so gallant or lucky to get any placements.Now I have to face the real world and get a job to keep us both running.I didn't wanted to be separated from her at any cost.Though I never told my father about sudha he knew everything, he asked me to concentrate on my career first.But I never listened what he said and the time was passing.

Pressure was building upon me to get a job.I wanted to do it for sudha.In the end I decided to move delhi to find a suitable job.My father supported me financially and never made me feel the lack of money.I started working hard , worked in insurance
companies,BPOs,Banks and finally got a suitable job in my field.But in the mean time during all these phase Sudha was not behaving as earlier.Her phone calls were reduced.Sometimes not responding to my calls.Sometimes I found call engaged.
She was not natural to me like before.Stared making excuses,started making me fool.I was totally confused.Then one day I came to know she having an affair with some rich guy.

I asked the whole matter to her which ultimatly resulted in breakup.My dreams were shattered.Everthing was over for me.I was on the verge of suicide.Felt helpless.
I called my father not to tell about the incident but just to hear his voice.He said that I am calling him after one month.
I really was calling him after one month.I have actually forgotten him.I talked to him normally but I don't know he realized
I am in great pain.He reached delhi the very next day.He sympathised me and assured that he will always stood by me in any condition.On that night I cooked food for my father and massaged his legs after many years.I realized that he was not the
same strong man like before.He slept.

I tried to woke him the next day but he was dead.There is nothing I have done for him though I loved him.

Shishir Kumar
people are so involved in their selfish desires that they forget their true lovers-their parents, there's hardly any parent in our country who don't love their son or daughter. Well, if it is reality then I suggest there enough time to identify your goal since you've said you don't want to do anything, and if it is story( probably not) that's good one to open somebody's eyes.
on Jan 22, 2013 , 05:10 pm
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M Goyal
Is it a story or reality
on Dec 27, 2012 , 06:17 pm
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Arya Samrat
sad 2 hear about your dad - but dude - ppl come and go in our lives - we have to take the best frm each and keep walking god bless and all t best !!!
on Dec 24, 2012 , 11:15 am
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Bharathi Kalicheti
you have got good creativity.......we wish u to continue ahead...........Good one....
on Oct 22, 2010 , 04:24 pm
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Himabindu V
Nice story. But this story was directed by someone else in telugu and the film name is "adavari matalaku arthalu veru lay".ha ha ha
on Oct 22, 2010 , 01:56 pm
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